This is how the Lord is helping me

This is the Lord has helped me in these 8 years that I've had the colostomy and that I've become a born again Christian, my colostomy isn't an easy journey but I'm alive today because of the Lord and I'm thankful he saved my life that night. The Lord has helped me in many ways, but he saved me from religion. I want to go volunteer at the cancer center and save cancer patience and I know what it's like to go through the struggle between the pain and living in hospitals. I probably could save people and if their cancer is worse and they won't make it I could tell them how the Lord sent his son to save us and how Jesus died for their life so they could have a better life in heaven and be without pain and they wouldn't need to suffer. I could be a light to them, I am a light in so many peoples eyes such as my neighbor I got him to stop drinking. Jesus let my disabilities happen to me because he knew that I could save people through my disabilities. My dad is in heaven with Jesus Christ and I am thankful that Jesus died for me so one day I won't need to suffer in pain and spasms. But in the mean time on earth I can be a light and tell people about Jesus Christ and tell them how awesome he is, and he is real. I want to help people and save people and tell people how Jesus died for them, I know that I inspire people. My friends at church tell me I inspire them even though I can't do things when they tell me that I inspire them it helps me. But the Lord is amazing and I love him he has sent me my friend Dawn and my baby Lacy I love them two and I'm sure my dad is very proud of me.