November
2004 I got a emergency colostomy and I was rushed to the hospital. I
hated it at first and when I realized I couldn’t get it reversed than it
became more frustrating.
On
my 22nd birthday God asked me “what would you like for your birthday?” I
said “a friend”. I remember coming home from college and my mom said
“we need to stop at Mary’s” so we did. They put this little dog on my
lap and I asked her “where did you come from?” she looked at me “who
made you?” I said “God” and she wagged her tail.
March
19th she was my dog and she came home and she was happy to see me she
knew that I was her mom, in her mind I’m her mommy. When we went to bed
that night I went to touch my colostomy and she bit me and God said “you
need to tell me you accept it and she’ll never bit you again” so I said
“fine I accept it” I named my friend Lacy.
Lacy
is a huge blessing in my life she’s gotten me off my anti depressants
twice when doctors said it wasn’t possible. In 2009 the doctors told me
“you won’t get off antidepressants” I said to them “Jesus looked at them
and said, "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are
possible." Matt 19:26”. Lacy got me off the antidepressants God created
her for me and I thank God for her every night.
Lacy
is so cute, she has the biggest ears and the bushy tail. I call her “my
fluff ball”. When I come home from somewhere she goes nuts and it’s
hard not to be depressed with her. At nights she always wants me to hold
her and give her a nightly hug and a kiss then she lays in bed and she
steals my blankets and pillows.
If
you revert God it equals- dog and if you revert dog it’s God. If more
people believed in God and had a personal relationship with him their
lives would be allot better. Lacy is a huge blessing in my life and I
love her so much, I thank God for every night. My colostomy hasn’t been
an easy journey but on November 2nd 2012 I’ve it had for eight years so
God picked the right doctor to save my life that night and he gave me
the best antidepressant there ever could be. In the bible it says "Ask
and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door
will be opened to you. Matt 7:7”
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